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是由他承担，而林乖乖还有私心，她常想，是不是她真的太省事了，他才会一次又一次肆无忌惮的丢下她，是不是她的爱低微又可怜，他才如此忽略，是不是她该烦他吵他，他才会深刻的记住她。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“乖乖，不是的，我······”
夏垚要解释的，他要表达自己的爱，表达自己的深情，可林乖乖却并没给他这个机会。
“夏垚，你走吧，做你该做的去吧，我就在这里，等到我觉得累的时候，希望你的运气够好，在我没有失望的时候回来。”
林乖乖背过身，给夏垚机会离开，她望向窗外，雨越下越大，和那一年一样，她的男人，又要离开她了。
“乖乖，别放弃我，我会努力早些回来，我不会放弃，我不是懦夫，我会活着，无论怎样都会活着回来见你，你要等我，你只有我，也只能有我，答应我。”
夏垚知道自己已经耽搁了太久，已经很不孝，他没有时间再卿卿我我，没有时间再你侬我侬，即使他很不情愿，可也到了他离开的时候。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
林乖乖听着关门的声音，很久才缓过神，夏垚离开了，真的离开了，此刻她还没有开始想念，却有点后悔，不该让他空着肚子离开的。
“妈妈，你别哭，你还有我，我不会离开，我会一直陪着你的。”
直到夏念的小手攀上林乖乖的脸颊，她才知道，自己又哭了，满面的泪水，一开口就流进了口中，微微的咸味，淡淡的苦味。
“妈妈的乖宝，你是妈妈的骄傲，妈妈很没出息，也不能离开你的。”
夏念很平静，他知道了父亲的离开，知道了母亲的不舍和哀伤，他好像也有些舍不得那个会将自己举国头顶的男人。
“妈妈，爸爸会回来的，我相信他，我陪着你等他回来，好不好？”
夏念投进林乖乖的怀里，抱着她的脖子，安慰着她，也鼓励着自己。
“好，我们一起等他回家，有你陪着妈妈，妈妈很开心，我的乖宝是个小男子汉。”
林乖乖的流水好像收不住一样，因为夏念的话，流的更厉害了，林乖乖想，还好，她还有儿子，总是要不多年前的那些日子好好熬过去的。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚带着满心的愧疚踏上离家的路，冒着大雨
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